office boy

I am sad that I couldn’t hang onto my current job for much longer. It’s not that I like what I’m I doing. In fact, I don’t even like it at all. I got to wake up damn early to prepare for work, call people from all over the world to set an appointment to ask them bout 30 questions on client banking. The success rate to get an appointment is bout 20-30% not to mention that i usually get transfer between 2-3 departments before i even end up at the correct department. and sometimes, I not only got rejected but I also got to bear with rude remarks. Damns, I'm not even good at making conversations nor talking and what the heck am I doing here!

I am disappointed that I could not serve the entire duration of the contact. I believe that one is able to learn as long as he's willing and one must also give his best in everything. but it's also true that if it's something that i don't like and know that it doesn't suit me, it's pointless for me to finish the 3 months of my contract and not being able to give my very best. i don't know what my very best is nor what am i capable of, but i know for sure that doing surveys over the phone is not something that i am good at. and the last time i was damn good at something was serving in the sound ministry and performing my duties as an operational aircrew specialist.

hmmm, i don't know what am i good at, but i know that i have to start looking for a job now and hope to start work next week. i need a miracle and i know who to look for and ask for.
just another day of an office boy...