still awake and very restless

i'm still awake and i dont know why am i thinking bout it.
i dont know why am i wasting precious sleep and time.
i dont know why am i so concerned.
i don't know why is it like this.
i don't know how it ended up this way.
i don't know if i'm right or wrong.
i basically dont know much and the rest can't be said.

and i still haven't found what i've been looking for.